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Faith + Faith!
Tuesday, February 21, 2012 || 11:09 PM
I just finished my math exam!
& I really have to say thank God! Although I have a feeling it might not be marvellous, but I'm sure more or less I've captured the paper.
The kid who's best in math class also said this paper was hard. And for me to have filled 60% of the paper, I'd say, thats pretty much a success! Alot of ans popped up while I was giving up & just scrolling through the pages. I believe Daddy's pointing out the way to do the question & leading me with his Holy Spirit. I'm just so happy that I could do the paper.!
Anyway, there seem to be a spark in the campus community. Students of NUS have been prohibited to carry out anymore Christian activities in school. It only reminds me even more that, I'm living in the end times. More & more people will try to pull the Christians down and make them doubt their faith. But will I, be pulled down too? Will I one day also say Christ is not real? I hope not.
Walking with Daddy in faith as these milestones will one day be the reason I look back & say God is real. He carried me through though times, and now, I wont turn my back on him.
Labels: Faith, Promises
Opposites Attract
Friday, February 17, 2012 || 9:13 AM
... or not?
He's always in the top class.I'm always in the bottom.
He's mostly alone.
I'm mostly popular.
He's well-behaved.
I'm usually the "ah lian".
He's always up for a challenge.
I can't be bothered to spend too much brain cells.
He encourages softly, sweetly.
I encourage in a tough way, in a harsh manner.
He reads daily devotions - 2 different ones.
I usually don't bother to read them.
He categorize his things.
I don't really care about categorizing.
He can keep giving in a relationship.
I can't. I'll be affected by how much I'm giving.
He's usually in his room when he's at home.
I'm usually talking to my mom or my bro.
He hits the gym at least twice a week.
I don't even like walking.
He's fashionable.
I throw on anything I find in the wardrobe.
He checks out the house, cars, or position people holds.
I don't really care about any possession people have.
He sleeps early.
I sleep late.
He eats fats & protein base diet.
I eat rice, pasta, carbo.
He enjoys a relax lifestyle.
I like an insane life.
He expects me to get along with his friends.
I don't need him to get along with mine, but just accept them.
Opposites attract. But only skin deep.
When it comes to problems, I still don't know how to tackle them.
He wants to be the best for me, I don't like talking about what I want.
When we quarrel, I don't know what to do. I kinda just want it to die off.
I don't understand anything between us.
I don't understand if we should be together, or be in love.
The age gap, the communication gap, the expectations we have for each other... they all just don't tally up. It's like being burnt, but still unwilling to step out of the fire pit. I don't understand the things he say. He doesn't understand the life I lead. What he wants, I can't give. I need, he can't understand. We're like 2 weak people being together. In the face of pain, both of us just want to give up instead of fighting through it to create a happy ending.
Really, why're we together?
I can't stop this heartache, neither can I cry.
I can't talk to anyone, I don't know who to tell too.
This hurts so damn badly.
Labels: fall, nashon, pain
Have Faith.
Sunday, February 5, 2012 || 3:41 PM
Then Jesus said to the disciples, "Have faith in God." (Mark 11:22 NLT)
Have faith.
Faith that God's truth would be transformed into Reality.
Faith that all He has promised you would come through & u'd find joy.
Such a small word for such a big action.
Faith is trusting in what you cannot see, yet believing it'd happen.
Many a times, we take faith for what we want to see happen. & God's part in this equation, is granting our wishes. But we tend to forget, God's not that genie in Alladin's Lamp.
From what God has taught me, faith comes from looking and seeing what God wants, and working with God to watch it manifest.
I have many visions from God. Some I never thought of before, others of what I wish for. My lastest vision would be that one day, I'll serve in children's ministry.
When I first saw this vision I was like, "hey, no Joke man! Seriously? Children?" but I guess like what I have been taught, God gives Promises, not Explianation. & my part in this equation, is to have faith that God will give me the patients to deal with kids in general :/ i really... Don't like them too much. -sigh- the Ironies of life.
By the time this vision come to pass, I'm sure I'd have long forgotten this vision. Haha. But, have faith. In His promises, my life can be crafted perfect :)
Labels: Faith, Jesus, Vision
